In Die Nacht Für Immer (chp.5)

In Die Nacht Für Immer

CHAPTER 5
THE FINAL CHAPTER

There is no pulse, his hands are cold, his eyes remain shut and he looks pale. It's clear to say that Bill is dead! I stand up and freeze on my spot while staring at my bestie, Bill who has no pulse left on him. He is now a corpse! No longer a human! I take some time to feed that fact into my mind. " How could this happen? " Flashback, I remember exactly what Bill have said to me, yesterday. Maybe he was right after all. " Was it Tom who take him last night? That is why Bill was all ready to go. He knows that he'll leave this world to join Tom?!?! "
These thoughts are raining in my mind.
Feeling a little bit confused and still in shock. I set my eyes on the side table where there is an envelope written "ELLE" on it. I immediately reach for it to read the contents inside.



Dear Elle,
Let me guess, you're here in my room right now on this lovely morning just to wish me " Happy Birthday " right? See, I'm right. Aren't I? Well, danke Elle but I am very sorry that I am not be able to hear you say it out loud in front of me. I owe you a big hug, my dearest bestie! Elle, As much as I don't want to believe that Tom's gonna take me on the eve of our 21st birthday, well..I tried and I can't! Because I believe, he will eventually come for me and that is why I'm writing this letter to you. Tom may not come here in the real world but for sure he'll come in my dream. As I told you before, Tom always come and visits me there ever since he's gone. So, I'm all set for him to take me, forever into the night. Tom has made me a promise that I could never forget.

I hope you will understand all of this, Elle. It's not like I'm begging to God to take me so that I'll be together with Tom again. It's just that..I kinda feel when the date is set to 1st September, it will be my time to leave this world. I know this might sounds weird but we'll just see how it goes. If you read this, well you know what it means then. Anyways, I wanna say sorry and thanks for everything that you've done for me and Tom, Elle. We couldn't be thankful to have such a wonderful bestie like you. Vielen herzlichen dank! As the token of our appreciation , I would like you to have all of our songs. There are all yours! Keep them or maybe you could promote them for us since we ran out of time. So, we don't have a chance to do so. It's up to you. Although, as for ' In Die Nacht ' since it is a special one, I want you to keep it only to yourself. Play it every time if you feel like you need or want us by your side, bitte. We promise that we'll always be there for you, no matter what! Let ' In Die Nacht ' be the song to remind you of us. And I'll be very happy if you hear it over and over again while thinking all the precious memories that we shared before.

Til Then, Elle. I'm gonna miss you! Like a lot! And oh yeah, send my love to my family especially to my mom who has been working hard planning on making that special birthday breakfast for me. Haha..busted! I knew it all cause I overheard about it the other day. Sorry mom! Tell her that... Well, you know it's hard for me to say goodbye to you, Elle. Especially in this way. Again, I apologize that I had to, even if it's hard. Tom is waiting for my freedom to be up there with him. All I can say that there's no other perfect place for Bill Kaulitz other than next to the one and only Tom Kaulitz. Take care, Elle. Ich Liebe Dich! Muah! Remember, the Kaulitz twins für Immer!

Your bestie,
Bill.

P/S: I bet you must be drowning yourself in tears as soon as you've finished reading this letter. It's okay, keep on crying. I won't get mad. I would do the same thing if I were in your shoes. Just to let you know, my tissue box is right under the bed if you need it. Hehe..

" Oh Bill! " I laugh a little while tears filling my eyes. So it is true, then. Tom did take Bill with him, last night. I mean, there are no sign showing that Bill has committed suicide, no knife, pills or whatever things which can lead to his death. To my surprise, Bill died beautifully in his sleep when he met Tom in his dream. I can tell by just looking at his smile. He left a smile which he usually shows when Tom is around.
So, here I am standing in the middle of his room and can't hold back my tears thinking of the kaulitz twins. Moreover, ' In Die Nacht ' is all I can hear since it is still playing at the scene which makes me even more miserable. From this moment on, I have to accept the fact that the air of the Kaulitz twins is no longer exist on the surface of the Earth. They're either gone or flew away to a better sacred place called heaven. Miraculously, Tom and Bill are meant to be together! They have never been so apart from each other for a long time even when it comes to death, because even God knows how much they need to be side by side and how strong their love for one another.

I believe with all my heart that the Kaulitz twins will always and forever be together into the night.

The End

In Die Nacht Für Immer (chp.4)

In Die Nacht Für Immer

CHAPTER 4

If you ask me, that day was the darkest day that has ever happened to Bill's life, losing his only twin, Tom. After they buried Tom six feet under, Bill was sent back to the hospital because his sickness was getting worse. He was so weak like he have lost the other part of him which is totally true. Bill is empty without Tom by his side. Thankfully, his mom gave him strength to live. I knew it wasn't enough for Bill but I'm glad too see him feeling a lot better now, even though he's been talking nonsense about Tom, lately.
" And you're right. Tom's not gonna come back to take me, tonight. I guess, I thought my dream was real...since you know, when the clock strikes 12, tonight. I'll be turning 21 and so do Tom. It's the day that we've been waiting for in our entire life..Turning 21 means freedom. Well, I get overexcited and forgetting that I'll be celebrating all by myself now." Bill says and let out a big sigh!
" You don't have to..I can celebrate with you if you want an accompany. " I offer Bill.
" Thanks, Elle...but I don't think I'm up for it anymore..and danke for being concerned about me and all.."
" Bill, I made a promise to Tom to take care of you..a promise is a promise and I'll never break that.."
" I'm glad you're our bestie, Elle. You're the best! " Bill pulls me into his arm and give me a warm friendly hug.
I leave his place feeling kinda happy, seeing that Bill can finally accept Tom's death.
Did I mention to you that I am actually the Kaulitz twins' neighbour? So yeah, sometimes I can take a peek on Bill from my bedroom window since my room is opposite with his. Don't get me wrong, I only look at him at certain times, not 24 hours like seeing him do some private stuff as if I'm a stalker or something, LOL. Although, we do communicate through windows, sometimes. Well, that night, I decide to open my window just to take some fresh air and I see Bill through his windows. It is quite weird to see Bill.
He is all smart-up, wearing a plain white shirt and a black pants, his hair is up like always with his amazing smoky eyes and all, like he is going to a formal party or something. I stop and wonder, " Where is he gonna go? It's almost midnight! And I thought he's not in a mood to celebrate his 21st birthday.."
" Bill! " I shout his name from my window just to make him notice me.
Bill wave a little, smile sweetly and without saying a word, he close his curtain so that I couldn't see him no more. Again, Bill is acting somehow strange.He usually say something back to me, not shut the curtain entirely! Well, I guess he needs sometime alone. So, I am not mad nor as I am upset for what he just did. He's been having a rough time, these days. Let him do whatever he wants. I'll wish him the first thing in the morning.

On the very next morning, I freshen myself up, eat my breakfast and head straight to the Kaulitz's house.
" Guten Morgen, Elle! " Mrs. Kaulitz greets as she open the door.
" Guten Morgen! " I smiles.
" You're here to see, Bill. Is that right. sweetie? "
" Yes, indeed! "
" Come inside, he hasn't come down yet and I don't wanna wake him up because I was preparing a special breakfast for him."
" Oh that's wonderful! "
" But I'm all set now..since you're already here, why don't you go and wake him up. And then, we can have that breakfast together with the birthday boy. "
" I could do that.." I hop happily up the stairs and head to Bill's room.
" Knock, knock! Yuhuu, Bill! " I open his bedroom door.
" Wakey, wakey! Rise and shine, birthday boy! " I enter his ever so dark room with the curtain still closed and for some reason, it feels so cold inside.
" Okay, this is weird. " I say to myself. In fact, I can hear ' In Die Nacht ' is playing on the stereo.
" Bill.." I call his name as soon as I sit beside his bed where he is lying straight on his back, with a smile on his face and strangely, still wearing the formal attire that is worn by him last night.
" Bill..." I shake him gently to wake him up. I feel some sort of coldness when my skin touches his hand.
" Bill.." I shake him again and yet there is still no response from Bill.
" This is scary! " I thought. The word "PANIC" is written all over my face.
" Bill, why aren't you awake? Can't you hear me? Bill! " I shake him ever so hard, wanting his dazzling brown-chestnut eyes to be wide open. Little by little drop of tears coming out from my eyes, and at the same time, I brave myself up to check on Bill's pulse.
" Bill...."

to be continued...

In Die Nacht Für Immer (chp.3)

In Die Nacht Für Immer

CHAPTER 3

That night, as the rain poured heavily, Bill and I searched for Tom all over the place after we received the thrilling news from Dr. Jost that Tom hasn't show up at his house. Moreover, Bill had this sort of feelings that he has never felt before, a bad feeling about Tom to be exact.
Tom's black Cadillac Escalade which crashed to a tree nearby an empty and quiet road heading to Dr. Jost house was a surprise to our eyes.
" Oh My God! Don't tell me, that's Tom! " I gasped.
" Tom! " Bill put on his hoodie and immediately went out from the car to get a closer look.
" Bill! " I followed him.
" Oh Mein Gotte! TOM! ' shrieked Bill as soon as he saw Tom on the driver's seat, all covered with blood. I was in shocked and couldn't say a word.
" Bill, what are you doing, here? " Tom said with his broken voice.
" Elle! Call for help, now! " Bill said and I rushed back to the car for my cellphone to make the calls.
" Hang on, Tom " Bill calmed his dear brother.
" Bill, you can't do anything..." Tom hesitated to believe that Bill can save him.
" Don't speak. We're gonna get you outta here, Tom."
" Nein, you can't! I tried to move a little but my feet is stuck. There's nothing you can do.."
" I'm not gonna leave you here! " Bill said as he was trying to pull Tom out from the car.
" Bill, this car is gonna blow up soon. You're just gonna waste your time on me. So, move back and just leave me, here. "
" How am I supposed to do that, Tom? I don't want you to die...I love you! " Bill cried.
" If you love me, Bill..please just leave me, here.."
" But Tom, I want to be with you forever! Remember our promise? The Kaulitz twins will always be together and forever. " His tears was getting heavier than the pouring rain at that moment.
" I know, Bill, I know. "
" Okay, the paramedics and all are on their way. " I joined them right after I gave the emergency calls.
" There's not much time, Elle. Help me pull Tom outta his car. "
" Right! " I immediately contributed a helping hand to Bill.
" Guys, you don't have to do this. I'm stuck! Just leave me here! Do it for me. If you love me, leave me here and save yourself.."
" Oh My God! Is this thing gonna blow? " I've just realized why was Bill so eager to get Tom out without wanting to wait for help to come.
" Yes, Elle! Yes! Now, let's get moving! " Bill who was so sick yet so weak suddenly became so strong tried his hard to get Tom out. Although, all his hardwork pulling his brother out were non-succeeded as the more he pulled Tom, the more pain that Tom had to bear.
" Bill, just stop! You can't do anything. So, please just move back, little brother."
" Nein, nein, nein...Tom, I don't wanna lose you, now. This is all my fault, you shouldn't have gone to pick up the doctor for me. " Bill felt guilty.
" This isn't your fault..not anyone's. Now, you guys should move back. Elle, please..I beg you. "
" Okay.." My eyes were filling with tears and I moved back even though I wouldn't really want to.
" Now, Bill. Please.."
" If you're gonna die, I'm gonna die with you! " Bill grabbed Tom's hand and wouldn't want to let go.
" Who said, I'm gonna die, Bill? You silly. " Tom laughed a bit. " I just want you to do me a favor. Move back a little for a while and then you can come back to me. Okay, my little brother? "
" NO! " Bill refused.
" Look, I promise to you. If I go first, I'll take you, later. "
" No, Tom! No! No! "
" Bill, you're sick! really sick! You should stay in the car. Plus, it's raining, you'll be more sick if you stand outside in the rain. "
" I don't care! I want to stay here with you! "
" Listen, Billy. Just go back to the car and leave me here. I promise I'll be with you forever after this...and Elle, please take Bill away from me. Do it for me, Elle...as my last request. " Tom tried to pull a smile on his face.
" Alright, Tom..Come on, Bill. " I pulled Bill away from Tom.
" I don't want to! " Bill said.
" Go, Bill! Go with Elle. She'll take care of you. No worries about me, the paramedics are gonna arrive soon. I should be alright by then. "
" Bill, let's go " I kept pulling Bill who was still hold on to Tom.
" I love you! " Bill gave Tom a soft hug.
" I love you too, Bill. And Bill, I'm so glad you came...so that I could see your face for the last time. "
" Don't say that! " Bill responded to Tom.
" Goodbye, Bill. I'll always be there with you no matter where you are.."
" No, no, no..Tom. " Bill stick to Tom even more.
" Bill, let him go.." I finally managed to get Bill a few inches away from Tom's car.
" No! " Bill got himself free from my hand after he struggled. He then, turned back towards the Escalade and suddenly...

BOOM!

The car exploded right in front of Bill's eyes. Tell me, who wouldn't be insane or hysteria when you saw the person you love the most vanished tragically in an explosion. The explosion which grabbed Tom's soul has left a scar on Bill's heart. He could never imagine that Tom would die in such ways. He believes that Tom would die with him when they got really old and there is no point of them to carry on with their lives anymore.
" NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! TOM!!!!!!!!!!!!! " Bill ran towards the flame of fire.
" Bill! " I pulled him away from the burning car.
" Let me go, Elle! I want Tom! I could still save him! So, let me go! " Bill was struggling in my hand again.
" You can't, Bill! "
All the paramedics, police and firemen arrived a few seconds later but of course, it was too late.
" There's nothing you can do, Bill. Tom's gone! "
" No, it couldn't be..it just couldn't.." Bill said in his ever so sad tone and he fainted.
" Bill! " The paramedics helped Bill while the firemen were putting off the fire.


" Where am I? " Bill woke up.
" Bill, you're awake! " Thank God! " I said and hugged Bill.
" Elle, I had this weird dream where there was an explosion and Tom was in it. Really strange. Wait, where is Tom? "
" That wasn't a dream, Bill. That actually happened about an hour ago, you fainted. You have forgotten all about it. " I said slowly to him.
" What? No, no, no...it can't be true! " Bill refused to accept that fact.
" As much as I want to deny it, I can't Bill..because that was a true fact! "
" No, Elle! I can't live without Tom. He's everything I am. Please say it isn't true. " Bill started to shred a tear.
" Bill, my baby! " said Mrs. Kaulitz whom just entered the room and gave Bill a big hug.
" Mom! I want Tom back! "
" Oh Bill..."

to be continued...

In Die Nacht Für Immer (chp.2)

In Die Nacht Für Immer

CHAPTER 2

" Well, you don't look like you're happy for me, Elle! " Tom's gonna take me with him, soon! You should be happy...we'll be together again! Oh wait, is that why you're feeling unhappy? Because you wouldn't be able to follow me? Haha..don't worry, Elle, I'll ask him whether you can come along or not, okay? " Bill said.
" BILL! TOM IS GONE! HE WOULD NEVER COME BACK AND TAKE YOU! " I shrieks.
I couldn't stand it no more, those words accidently spilt out from my mouth. Suddenly, Bill's face expression changed from a happy smiley to a sad one. Now, I feel bad and come to think of it, I shouldn't have said that.
" I'm sorry, Bill. " I apologize quickly. "..I know you're hurt, Bill. I totally get you. But don't you think Tom wanted you to live on happily with your life without him. And seeing you're acting as if Tom is still with us is so hurtful, you know. " I murmurs.
Bill look down and say in a low tone, " I know, well he shouldn't left us so soon..." His eyes shines and a tiny drop of tear fall down his cheek.

I can still remember the night where Tom has left the world in a very tragic way right in front of our vary eyes. We were there! We witnessed it all! It all started when Bill had fall terribly sick.
" Bill, get up! Dinner time, bro. " Tom said while knocking hard on Bill's bedroom door.
" Ohhhh...I'm not feeling so good. Maybe I'll just skip it. " said Bill who was lying on his bed.
" What? Are you okay, brother? " Tom got inside to check on Bill.
" Nein! Dizzy! And I can't get up..."
Tom put his hand on Bill's forehead. " Yo bro! You're burning Hot! "
" Thanks, but I don't really need that compliment, now. "
" You idiot, I mean your body temperature is hot! not you. "
" Ohh..that explains it all, then. Aarrgh, I hate being sick! * cough cough sniff * "
" You need too see Dr. Jost, ASAP! "
" Do I have to? * cough cough * "
" Dude, you can't even get up! Plus, your cough sounds horrible and talk about that flu. I'll ask Dr. Jost to come over, right away! "
" Hmm...do whatever you like, Tom. I'm gonna stay here, right on my bed. "
" Right, help is on the way. "
Tom gave Dr. Jost a call a few seconds later.
" What? Your car broke down? Shiesse! Bill is sick! Sigh...Don't you have another car or something? Wait, wait..you know what? Let me fetch you up. Yeah. It would be much easier. I'll be at your house in half an hour from now. Bye. " Tom cut off the line and went back to Bill's room.
" Bill, I'm gonna go out for a while. I'll be back soon. " said Tom while wearing his huge sweater.
" Huh? * sniff cough cough * Where are you going? It's raining heavily out there. " Bill warned.
" To get Dr. Jost for you. His car broke down...so, I'm gonna get him. Take care, brother. I'm off, later! " Tom waved and left Bill's room.
" But Tom...* cough cough * Tom... " Bill sighed.
" Ding Dong " the door bell rang.
" Right on time, Elle. Can you look after Bill while I'm gone, he's sick." Tom opened the door and invited me in.
" Yeah sure. But where are you going on this rainy night? " I asked.
" I'm gonna pick Dr.Jost up. Take care of Bill for me. If anything happens, stay by his side like I always do. Bye Elle. " Tom gave a kiss on my cheek and walked away.
" Just becareful, Tom. " I shouted and shut the door of the Kaulitz's residence.
" Tom.. * cough cough * " Bill who was in a very weak condition came down the stairs calling for Tom.
" Bill! You're out from your bed, I thought you're sick! " I said.
" I am * sniff * Where's Tom? "
" He just left, my dear. "
" Oh really? * cough cough* ."
" Yes, to get Dr.Jost ASAP , so that you won't be sick like this. "
" But...* sniff, cough, cough * It's raining * cough cough * out there! "
" I know, let's just hope he'll be alright, okay? In the meantime, you should go back to bed, you silly teddy! "
" Good idea.. * sniff cough cough * Help me will you? I can't even stand up properly. "
" Sure, Bill. Come on. " I helped Bill to get him back to his room.


A few minutes later, we got a phone call from Tom.
" Yo, Elle. How's Bill doing? " Tom asked.
" Oh hey Tom, well he's not getting any better of course. I've never seen him being all sick like he is right now. "
" How bad is he? "
" Let's see, he can't get up, he's really unstable, his face is pale like a ghost, he's been coughing non-stop...which makes him lose his voice from time to time, his flu.. OMG worst than a baby's flu! His body temperature is still hot. Hmmm.. other than that... Oh yeah, he just puke on the carpet. Great~! "
" Ewwwww.. You should clean that up! "
" Me? Why me? hahaha...."
" Don't worry, just leave it. I can clean that up for Bill. "
" No no, it's okay. I'll help you. So how long will it take for you to come back home? "
" Not sure, hope it won't be too long...Poor Billy. I guess I better get Dr.Jost quick! "
" Is that.. * cough cough * Tom? " Bill noticed that Tom was on the line.
" Yeah. You wanna talk to him, Bill? " I asked.
Bill nodded and I handed him the phone.
" Bill, my little brother how are you? "
" Very very * cough cough cough * bad to the max! "
" Oh, I can feel that. Just hang on there , I'm gonna get Dr.Jost soon. "
" * cough* Dont rush.. Elle's here.. * cough sniff cough * She'll take care of me, so don't worry too much * sniff sniff * about me. "
" Okay okay... So Elle is cleaning up your puke right now huh? "
" Oh yeah! hahaha..."
" Are you laughing at me? " Elle looked at Bill curiously.
" Oh nein! hehe.. " Bill lied and giggled.
" You know I can just throw this icky cloth which has your puke on it, right on your face, Bill! "
" * cough * Hey okay okay, chill... "
" If Tom's here, I'll do the same thing. "
" Hahaha..heard that Tom? "
" Yeah, like she dares! "
" hahaha... * cough cough * hey Tom, I'm getting dizzy again * sniff cough* and my throat is killing me * cough * Need to rest now. "
" Alright, Billy. Just wait for me. I'll be back in a jiff with Dr.Jost. I promise. Take care, bro. Just gimme a ring if you need me okay? "

We waited for Tom to come back for about an hour. And of course Bill was getting very worried.
" Elle, where's Tom? "
" I don't know, he should be back by now. "
" How about.. * cough cough * you give him a call? "
" Alrighty, sir! "
The phone rang.
" Oh, phone call. I'll get that for you, Bill. "
" Okay.. * sniff * I'm gonna get myself some water while you're at it. "
" Wait, you sure you can get up? Or do you want me to take that for you? "
" Nein nein, get the phone. Maybe it's Tom. " Bill said while slowly got up from his bed and walked straight to the kitchen.
On the line..
" Hello, Tom..Is that you? "
" Oh hello, this is Dr. Jost calling. "
" Oh Dr. Jost! Glad you called. Are you on the way home with Tom right now? "
" Well, actually..I'm calling to ask you, where is Tom? "
" What? He didn't show up? Okay, that's strange, he should be on his way home with you by now.."
Suddenly, a sound of breaking glass is heard from the kitchen. I immediately hung up and rushed to the kitchen to check whether if there's anything happen to Bill.
" Bill, are you okay? " I said while staring at Bill who was ever so pale and just froze from where he is standing like he saw a ghost or something.
" Elle...I kinda have this strange feelings. "
" Oh! Gulp. I have something to tell you, and it's about Tom. "

And the lightning striked outside as a sign of something bad has happen.

to be continued...

In Die Nacht Für Immer (chp.1)

In Die Nacht Für Immer

CHAPTER 1

" Elle, Elle...He's gonna take me, tonight! " Bill says with a big smile on his face when I enter his room.
" What? Who's gonna take you, Bill? " I ask and wonder what's got into my bestie's mind at the moment.
" Tom! " Bill shouts happily.
" Oh..right..Tom.." I just remain myself quiet and immediately change the topic. "..well, I am here to check on you, Bill. How are you? "
It's not like I don't wanna talk about Tom or something but ever since Tom has left us, Bill's been acting pretty strange. He kept saying to me that Tom visits him and talks to him every night. And now, he said that Tom's gonna take him tonight. Take him where? Now, that's way beyond strange.
" Can't you hear me, Elle? Tom's gonna take me tonight, I'm not sure where but who cares? We're gonna reunite! Be together again! Forever as the Kaulitz twins! You ask me, how am i right now? I'm excited! Ecstatic! Can't wait for tonight! " Bill says with his ever so happy tone.
" Well, that's great ,then. " I lie.

I feel sorry for Bill. Some people says, he has gone insane right after they had the funeral for Tom, last week. Although, I can't blame him from being like that, I totally understand how he feels right now. I mean, losing someone whom is everything to you burns a hole in your heart. It hurts! Tom was Bill's half and Bill was Tom's half. If you ask me, Tom and Bill shared something special, unusual, rare, unique..something that you won't get to see in most pair of twins especially boy twins. The bonds between them were strong like a hard metal shield. Nothing could tear them apart. Well, except death for now.

I just don't understand why most people look up to them as weirdos just because they love each other so much! I know it is kinda strange to see a set of boy twins holding hands with each other to school, for almost every single day. I get it. Some twins don't do that but I know what was the reason being. It all boils down to the fact that Tom was afraid he might lose his little twin brother, Bill.

There was a day when Tom and Bill walked to school, side by side but not in hand by hand. Bill was walking all alone by himself while Tom, on the other hand, was walking with some girls. Obviously, Tom was a charmer around his opposite sex. When they were about to cross the road, let's just say, Bill wasn't quite good at the crossing part, he always depend on Tom but since Tom was busy flirting here and there at that time, Bill wouldn't want to bother his big bro and said to himself that it's about time for him to be independent.
So without hesitated, Bill crossed the road with full confidence and a pinch of bravery.

" BANG! " Alas, Bill was hit by a motorcycle. Thank God it was only a small vehicle that have caused an impact on Bill. So, Bill's condition was not that serious. He only had a few cuts and bruises. The incident however, caught Tom's eyes and made him realize that leaving Bill alone, not holding his hand would be a huge mistake that he has ever done in his life. What if it wasn't a motorcycle? What if it was a car, a bus or a lorry?
Tom wondered and had the feeling that he might have lost Bill. From that moment, Tom knew it is his job to take care of Bill, his one and only brother because it's clear as crystal to see that Bill couldn't stand on his own two feet without Tom by his side. So, seeing Tom and Bill held hands together to school was no joke!
Morever, all their schoolmates treated them as if they are the most laugh-about brothers in school because of the way they dress;
Here's how to picture them..

Tom
Big sized T-shirt + very baggy jeans + sneakers + headband + cap + dreadlocks for hair + sexy lip ring

Bill
Vintage rock tee + black jacket + tight jeans + gothic jewelleries + smoky eyes + jet black hair + eyebrows and tongue piercing

One hip-hop, the other is rock. This unique style that they created makes them look differ from each other even though they are actually identical twins. And yet, they still got bad impression at school. Imagine you were laughed at and your teachers completely ignored you just because you dress slightly different from the others. Not good, huh? ..and not to forget, their strong love for each other. Some of them even called Tom and Bill, gays! Oh come on, please take notice that they're brothers not lovers! Although, the Kaulitz twins would always stick to each other like a strong glue and they would never let themselves down by all those harsh words and judgements made by some envious schoolmates of theirs. Laugh out loud all you can, they wouldn't give a damn about it as they tends to remain strong.

As they grew older, they did almost everything together. You could never see them do something alone especially when it comes to making music. Music is their passion, means everything to them! Tom played well on the guitar while Bill owns a very terrific vocals. One awesome guitarist combines with one amazing singer..you'll get two words, Kaulitz Twins! Plus, Bill is very good in writing song lyrics. Most of his lyrics are truly deep, meaningful and no doubt, they were dedicated to Tom. there was this song which made me emotional when I heard it for the first time even though it was not meant for me. I couldn't say a word after seeing and hearing Tom and Bill played " In Die Nacht " in other words, " Into The Night " live in front of me in their room on this one particular day.
" So, how was it? " Bill asked my opinion about the song as soon as he and Tom finished playing.
Tears started to falling down my cheeks and I managed to praise it with one word, " Beautiful! "
" Danke, danke...but wait, can you even understand German? " Bill said.
" Kinda...tell me, how long have I been your best friend, huh? You guys talk deutsch all the time, of course I'll get to follow a bit. " I replied.
" Nice! " Tom smiled.
" Good, then! And stop crying, will you? " Bill said.
" I can't! Your song is just way beyond extraordinary! Now, I finally know how deep is the love you guys shared through In Die Nacht. " I explained.
" Awww...isn't she sweet, Bill? " Tom teased.
" Haha yeah...Okay, sweet girl, you can stop your tears now. " Bill said.
" Alright, alright..I'll stop. " I wiped my tears off. " There, no more tears! "
" Awesome. You know, Tom is the one who should be crying, here. " Bill winked at me.
" I know! So, Tom..come on let out your tears this instance! " I teased.
" Like I'm gonna cry in front of the two of you. " Tom said with full of boast.
" So the macho-man actually cries! " I said.
" Ritchig! " Bill agreed. "..his is tears won't stop falling when I first handed him the lyrics to In Die Nacht and asked him a favor to read it in front of me. "
" Oh really? Awww..how cute? " I giggled.
" Nein, nein..I had something in my eyes at that time. " Tom denied. "..to tell you the truth, Bill is a more of a cry baby than me. "
" Heyyyyyyy....well yeah, it's true. But for sure, I saw you crying the other day, Tom. You can't fool me! " Bill said.
" Fine! I'm guilty..." Tom finally had to admit it. "..who wouldn't be crying, huh? Even it's not for you, you shred some tears just now, Elle. "
" Yeah, yeah..you know, here's an idea. How about you guys record this song in a studio? I bet it will sounds even more perfect! " I gave my suggestion.
" Well, actually we are currently working on that. So, viel glück to us! " said the hopeful Bill.
" Really guys..In Die Nacht is like the best song about the two of you that Bill has ever done! "
" Hey, you forgot to mention me! I composed the guitar chords too, lady! " Tom said.
" Oh sorry, Tom. " I apologized "..the two of you are superb, then! " I smiled while giving another compliment.
" Now that sounds much better! " Tom grinned. We all laughed happily after that.

What is left now are just memories.

to be continued...