The Book of Love

" When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut, it will heal with time but the scars will never fade.."

Hello darlings, finally I'm back on this little story blog of mine. Sorry for leaving behind this blog for a very long time, like it's been ancient! Let me sweep off the spider's web and dust away, now. If you think I've stopped writing, well that would probably be untrue. It's just that handling 4 blogs at one time is tough! It's not easy, for sure. I have to divide my time for each blog and for one thing, my time is limited! So, let's not waste talking some crappy stuff here on my wicked story blog.

The last time I leave you with, was the BK Bites~! story, aite? A fanfiction about Bill Kaulitz from Tokio Hotel on being a vampire behind his rockstar's life. And I got the story completed only until chapter 5, there's a lot more to come and I'm still in a process on getting some twisted storyline for the next chapters. Need more ideas for that and trust me, it's been ages since I left my vampire fantasy astray. So, at the moment, I couldn't think of any wicked stuff, that's why the story's hanging but no matter what happens, I'll make sure I'll get it 100% done, eventually!

While I'm having a problem with my wicked imagination on creating the best plot for a vampire story, my mind made me have this idea on writing a sad dramatic love story. See, no worries. As about now, we'll just have to close the vampire book until the vampire season comes back ;) How about we open a new book, the book of love! The current story that I'm working on, which I've started last month is sorta like a fanfiction too. Yeah, I got a beautiful inspiration from this one video created by a TH fan or should I say a Bill Kaulitz fan.(see video below) Yeah again, this is a fanfiction about Bill Kaulitz. Although, to make it a little realistic, I'll try and put some reality elements where everyone could relate to. The song itself, "Here without You" gives a lot of meaning to love and more inspiration for me to keep on writing down this new love story of mine.


Imagine if your loved ones left you behind with an undying love. What would you do? Would you mourn and wishing he or she would come back into your arms once again so that you would have your happy ending? or Would you just try hard to move on with your life even if it's a dreadful pain for you to suffer? Yes, I'm sure every one of you had lost someone before. Someone whom close to your heart, whether it's in a tragic way or simply because the love shared between you and that person is no longer there. Every single way hurts but it's all to you to know how to endure it. But what if it's worth the pain? And well, memories don't just fade away, they stay in your mind and especially in your heart forever as it wanted to be!

I'm not really done yet with the whole story but hey, here's a sneak peek just for an eye candy :)

" ...The black vintage dress embroidered with black lace is slipped down from my torso as I reached for my silky satin bathrobe. Next to mine, on the hang-stand is his, hanging nicely untouched by him. Inside of me, I feel like I want to rip his bathrobe into pieces just to let our memories fade away. But I couldn’t just let those precious memories of us be gone, turning itself into dust as it was blown away little by little by the heavy wind, I just couldn’t.

The cold shower didn’t help me much on going through this phase of painful sorrow that is trapped within me. I shed thousand of tears more than the water pouring down the shower, instead and no one was able to wipe my one litre of tears as it was being washed away too quickly with the water flow. In fact, there was not even a single soul there and he, who I thought could be my savoir of all time, couldn’t possibly show up at that miserable scene. That burns my whole heart even more. Empty, everything in me seems to be empty. I was blanked out with no feelings right after I let out a vast amount of clear crystal water fluid through my eyes... "

I'll try and finish it sooner or later.
So, do come back for the completed story, aite ;)