Kissing & Bleeding (chp.1)

Chapter 1
Anna

I was clearly lost that night. I wanted to find the real me but I just couldn’t. And better yet, all the people around had left me alone in pain and fear until the truth which shed the darkness upon me came to the rescue. It was a very chilly, cold, starry night indeed when my alcoholic dad and his slutty girlfriend threw me out from the house for some plain yet unaccepted reason. I worked every day, every night, every hour and every second just for the sake of making money to keep myself alive in this world for my dad who doesn’t seem to give a damn about me ever since mum died. It came to worst, when I found out that I was a picked up child. So yeah, living with dad was a waste after all. He kept begging me for the money that I worked my ass on. I was tired of that crucial torture and finally he put an end to it by setting me free. I was ecstatic, of course but then it was a wrong timing, my dearest daddy.

I had nowhere to go and plus, I had an empty pocket, all thanks to dad whom managed to grab my cash before he left me in the dark, and not to forget I also had an empty stomach at that time. I wish I could be friends with the others but somehow my strange personality have caused them to disliking and disrespecting me. I live to no other choice but to live alone. Obviously, I was adopted since I have no traits from both of my parents at all. Mum was a sandy-blonde hottie with a supermodel body and tanned skin, typical American lady while dad was a blondie too,used to be a very handsome noble guy who every girls desire to bring him home with. And as for me, I am a brunette with an exotic face and my skin is pale almost like snow white. Now, can you tell the difference?

Before mum was sent six fix under, she revealed the true story that I was found in a dark, creepy alley, lying there all by myself and been crying out loud. Mum couldn’t help but to take me home and treated me as her very own child ever since that but dad was disagreeing all the time, should I say more? He hates me! I was still a baby when they adopted me. I was named Anna. And it was a common sense that I couldn’t recall anything from my past, whatever has happened before and why was I had been left alone there. As the time has passed, I tried to seek what was the truth been hiding inside me. And it was hard to actually find any clues to it. Who am I really? It’s a throbbing pain in your heart, not knowing where you came from.

But I had to admit, at times, when I walked home after working on a late night shift at the bar, I encountered many strangers who said that they knew the truth. Their gaze was like hypnotizing me, so I fell on their trap, following them to wherever they were heading. As they were about to spill the truth to me, their eyes changed to bloody red and they almost wanted to get their hands on me as if I was their meal or something. The look on their faces was horrible like they wanted to eat me alive! Thankfully, an unusual yet mysterious guy was there all the time, just to be my prince charming. I have always been wondering, why is he always ended up acting as my hero? Say it coincidence, well I don’t know. He was there all the time, could he be a stalker? Maybe not. All I can say, he was kind hearted enough to have help me.

Kristain was his name. He was heavenly gorgeous for a human, I must say. Kristain was an average guy, not too tall, not too short, not too fat and not too thin. Just perfect! And how stylish can he be? He wore the attire which you would have mistaken for a glam rockstar and apparently it has always been only two colour combination which are black and white but the dominant colour has got to be white, that uniquely suits him well with his ever so glowing pale skin and beautiful structured face. It also enlightens his front streak of shiny yet silky blonde hair making him twice mesmerize under the moonlight. And the way he fought those strangers were amazing. Overall he was just alluring! Breathtaking!

Every time I thanked him, he just nodded while tilted down his hat, as a sign to show his respect, flashed an irresistible smile, gave me a long warm hug and then, he left the scene in a blink of an eye, except for the very first day he introduced himself. We talked the whole night and he brought me home before dawn. And yet he left me with the feeling of wanting to see him again and again like he has cast a spell on me. Truthfully, I have never seen him in a day light before, always in the night after I got hypnotized by some maniacs. Isn’t that just strange to you? And I’ve just realized that whenever he was locking his arms around me, I somehow felt connected to him as if we share a life together, as if we have known each other for a very long time, as if we are deeply and madly in love with each other and as if there are no other people in this world except the two of us. It was just way beyond extraordinary. I hardly even know him and why would I tend to have those feelings?

Other than that, as I was staring and studied his inhumanly handsome face, my mind seemed to have let me recall some visions of the two of us being a wicked pair of immortal lovers which I, myself couldn’t believe that it would enter the reality world. The visions were there when he was with me but he made it all blurry and disappear when he vanished himself in a very fast motion. And he always left me hanging until another day comes where I’ve been treated nicely by a stranger again who was claiming that he or she knows all of my secret and past but eventually I’ve been fully fooled by them. What was with all these strangers? A lot of unanswered questions stormed in my mind, the fact concerning about my origin, all those weird strangers and the presence of this Kristain guy who happens to be my knight in shining armour in my cruel little world all of the sudden.

to be continued..