In Die Nacht Für Immer (chp.1)

In Die Nacht Für Immer

CHAPTER 1

" Elle, Elle...He's gonna take me, tonight! " Bill says with a big smile on his face when I enter his room.
" What? Who's gonna take you, Bill? " I ask and wonder what's got into my bestie's mind at the moment.
" Tom! " Bill shouts happily.
" Oh..right..Tom.." I just remain myself quiet and immediately change the topic. "..well, I am here to check on you, Bill. How are you? "
It's not like I don't wanna talk about Tom or something but ever since Tom has left us, Bill's been acting pretty strange. He kept saying to me that Tom visits him and talks to him every night. And now, he said that Tom's gonna take him tonight. Take him where? Now, that's way beyond strange.
" Can't you hear me, Elle? Tom's gonna take me tonight, I'm not sure where but who cares? We're gonna reunite! Be together again! Forever as the Kaulitz twins! You ask me, how am i right now? I'm excited! Ecstatic! Can't wait for tonight! " Bill says with his ever so happy tone.
" Well, that's great ,then. " I lie.

I feel sorry for Bill. Some people says, he has gone insane right after they had the funeral for Tom, last week. Although, I can't blame him from being like that, I totally understand how he feels right now. I mean, losing someone whom is everything to you burns a hole in your heart. It hurts! Tom was Bill's half and Bill was Tom's half. If you ask me, Tom and Bill shared something special, unusual, rare, unique..something that you won't get to see in most pair of twins especially boy twins. The bonds between them were strong like a hard metal shield. Nothing could tear them apart. Well, except death for now.

I just don't understand why most people look up to them as weirdos just because they love each other so much! I know it is kinda strange to see a set of boy twins holding hands with each other to school, for almost every single day. I get it. Some twins don't do that but I know what was the reason being. It all boils down to the fact that Tom was afraid he might lose his little twin brother, Bill.

There was a day when Tom and Bill walked to school, side by side but not in hand by hand. Bill was walking all alone by himself while Tom, on the other hand, was walking with some girls. Obviously, Tom was a charmer around his opposite sex. When they were about to cross the road, let's just say, Bill wasn't quite good at the crossing part, he always depend on Tom but since Tom was busy flirting here and there at that time, Bill wouldn't want to bother his big bro and said to himself that it's about time for him to be independent.
So without hesitated, Bill crossed the road with full confidence and a pinch of bravery.

" BANG! " Alas, Bill was hit by a motorcycle. Thank God it was only a small vehicle that have caused an impact on Bill. So, Bill's condition was not that serious. He only had a few cuts and bruises. The incident however, caught Tom's eyes and made him realize that leaving Bill alone, not holding his hand would be a huge mistake that he has ever done in his life. What if it wasn't a motorcycle? What if it was a car, a bus or a lorry?
Tom wondered and had the feeling that he might have lost Bill. From that moment, Tom knew it is his job to take care of Bill, his one and only brother because it's clear as crystal to see that Bill couldn't stand on his own two feet without Tom by his side. So, seeing Tom and Bill held hands together to school was no joke!
Morever, all their schoolmates treated them as if they are the most laugh-about brothers in school because of the way they dress;
Here's how to picture them..

Tom
Big sized T-shirt + very baggy jeans + sneakers + headband + cap + dreadlocks for hair + sexy lip ring

Bill
Vintage rock tee + black jacket + tight jeans + gothic jewelleries + smoky eyes + jet black hair + eyebrows and tongue piercing

One hip-hop, the other is rock. This unique style that they created makes them look differ from each other even though they are actually identical twins. And yet, they still got bad impression at school. Imagine you were laughed at and your teachers completely ignored you just because you dress slightly different from the others. Not good, huh? ..and not to forget, their strong love for each other. Some of them even called Tom and Bill, gays! Oh come on, please take notice that they're brothers not lovers! Although, the Kaulitz twins would always stick to each other like a strong glue and they would never let themselves down by all those harsh words and judgements made by some envious schoolmates of theirs. Laugh out loud all you can, they wouldn't give a damn about it as they tends to remain strong.

As they grew older, they did almost everything together. You could never see them do something alone especially when it comes to making music. Music is their passion, means everything to them! Tom played well on the guitar while Bill owns a very terrific vocals. One awesome guitarist combines with one amazing singer..you'll get two words, Kaulitz Twins! Plus, Bill is very good in writing song lyrics. Most of his lyrics are truly deep, meaningful and no doubt, they were dedicated to Tom. there was this song which made me emotional when I heard it for the first time even though it was not meant for me. I couldn't say a word after seeing and hearing Tom and Bill played " In Die Nacht " in other words, " Into The Night " live in front of me in their room on this one particular day.
" So, how was it? " Bill asked my opinion about the song as soon as he and Tom finished playing.
Tears started to falling down my cheeks and I managed to praise it with one word, " Beautiful! "
" Danke, danke...but wait, can you even understand German? " Bill said.
" Kinda...tell me, how long have I been your best friend, huh? You guys talk deutsch all the time, of course I'll get to follow a bit. " I replied.
" Nice! " Tom smiled.
" Good, then! And stop crying, will you? " Bill said.
" I can't! Your song is just way beyond extraordinary! Now, I finally know how deep is the love you guys shared through In Die Nacht. " I explained.
" Awww...isn't she sweet, Bill? " Tom teased.
" Haha yeah...Okay, sweet girl, you can stop your tears now. " Bill said.
" Alright, alright..I'll stop. " I wiped my tears off. " There, no more tears! "
" Awesome. You know, Tom is the one who should be crying, here. " Bill winked at me.
" I know! So, Tom..come on let out your tears this instance! " I teased.
" Like I'm gonna cry in front of the two of you. " Tom said with full of boast.
" So the macho-man actually cries! " I said.
" Ritchig! " Bill agreed. "..his is tears won't stop falling when I first handed him the lyrics to In Die Nacht and asked him a favor to read it in front of me. "
" Oh really? Awww..how cute? " I giggled.
" Nein, nein..I had something in my eyes at that time. " Tom denied. "..to tell you the truth, Bill is a more of a cry baby than me. "
" Heyyyyyyy....well yeah, it's true. But for sure, I saw you crying the other day, Tom. You can't fool me! " Bill said.
" Fine! I'm guilty..." Tom finally had to admit it. "..who wouldn't be crying, huh? Even it's not for you, you shred some tears just now, Elle. "
" Yeah, yeah..you know, here's an idea. How about you guys record this song in a studio? I bet it will sounds even more perfect! " I gave my suggestion.
" Well, actually we are currently working on that. So, viel glück to us! " said the hopeful Bill.
" Really guys..In Die Nacht is like the best song about the two of you that Bill has ever done! "
" Hey, you forgot to mention me! I composed the guitar chords too, lady! " Tom said.
" Oh sorry, Tom. " I apologized "..the two of you are superb, then! " I smiled while giving another compliment.
" Now that sounds much better! " Tom grinned. We all laughed happily after that.

What is left now are just memories.

to be continued...